One Year Ago

One year ago today at nearly 11 weeks pregnant we found out that our baby didn't have a heartbeat and had stopped growing around nine weeks.  It's hard to believe it's been a whole year since then.  The memory of it is still so very fresh. I honestly don't have much to say about it...finding the right words is too hard.  I will be glad to be past today.  I'm thankful for every movement that I feel and often still can't believe that I've been carrying twins for 8 months now.  I'm so grateful that we can celebrate that today, even though there is still sadness.